10 Month Annverisary

I want to apologize for not writing. I've been really busy with school and I just want to write and say that yesterday was the most amazing day in the world because it was the 10 month mark of mine and James relationship!! I cant believe that was the day that James and I finally became an official couple! Im so glad to have someone like him to call mine! Its also an amazing feeling because you finally feel like the hunt is over and you dont have to keep looking for that special one because youve already found and now you just get to enjoy the amazing person that Heavenly Father created JUST FOR YOU AND ONLY YOU!!!! I dont know about you but ever since I've been with James. My days are better because I know that hes there and I never EVER have to question if he'll leave me because I know in my heart that we've finally found each other and that NOTHING will tear us apart!! I cant believe that in 2 months we'll hit our 1 year mark as being as a couple!!! Im so excited because this is seriously the longest and best relationship ever!!! You know whats a funny story about our relationship? Okay so it was back in March and it was on my birthday and James and I have only been together for a week and we decided to skype since he's at BYU-ID and so when I got hone from school we skype and I'm telling that after nit seeing him since that summer back. It was So AMAZING to see him! Anyways so the thing is since 21st is our anniversary he didnt even asked the question until 7 days after when I brought it up and. I said " you know you never really asked me the question?" And then he said "well do you want to go out with me?" And then I said "Well I'm already with you I guess so. ;-) " Haha just thought I would share. I LOVE Him SOOOO Much!!!! I csnt wait until he gets home!! I wanna spend the rest of my life with him!!! Happy 10 months babe!! I hope the next 10 months are just as amazing as these 10 months happen been!!  I LOVE YOU SOO AMAZING!!!

This was his email from Monday!! I Love him So Much!!

Took the words right out of my mouth!!

Come Unto Him!

You know sometimes we think that Heavenly Father doesnt here our prayers. That's NOT True at all! He hears our prayers, but sometimes we just don't listen to the still small voice that's trying to answer our prayers. Heavenly Father is ready to bless us with these amazing blessings but its up to us to accept it! I have a firm testimony of Prayer!! Countless times have I prayed to my Father in Heaven with an open heart and just talk to him like I would be talking to my best friend! He is an Amazing Listener!! He wants to help us but we have to COME UNTO HIM!! Like in Matthew 11:28-30, "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Also in Moroni 10:32, "Yea, come unto Christ, and be perfected in him, and deny yourselves of all ungodliness; and if ye shall deny yourselves of all ungodliness, and love God with all your might, mind and strength, then is his grace sufficient for you, that by his grace ye may be perfect in Christ; and if by the grace of God ye are perfect in Christ, ye can in nowise deny the power of God." I know personal that even when I'm having my days of sadness when I'm missing my beloved James I know I can turn to my Heavenly Father for Peace, Comfort, and Guidance! Like the other night I was starting to stress about about school and I was just looking through my phone realizing I had a a lot of text messages to delete and I was going threw them and before I realize I accidentally deleted the Text messages that James and I sent to one another. That I believe was when my ship hit the iceberg! I cried so much!! I even yelled at his picture and crying saying that "I'm sorry! I'm So Sorry!" The next thing I knew I felt James with me kissing my forehead and cheek and saying "Shh!!Its okay. I Still Love You!". Then I heard Heavenly Father speak to me saying " Everything is going to be okay Tabitha. I love you. You're so Strong!" Never in my life has those words have ever been so comforting to me! Heavenly Father truly knows our needs and the desires of our hearts! He knows that we all have our struggles and if we COME UNTO HIM, He will make our burdens light and let him take your struggles and burdens and I promise you that you will be comforted and finally feel at Peace! I know this to be true! Because He lives and through him I can be truly happy! He Loves me, He Love you! All of my fellow waiters WE CAN GET THROUGH THIS JOURNEY! ONLY IF HE HAVE OUR FAVIOR AND SAVIOR!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! COME UNTO HIM!!!

HE LOVES YOU! COME UNTO HIM!

PRAYER IS YOUR BEST WEAPON!

 

Strength and Trials!

You know all of us has our strengths and weakness. Some of us may be better at things than others. Thats okay! We're all different! And That's okay because that's how Heavenly father intended when he made each and everyone of us, but there's one thing in common we all have and that's we're all Heavenly Fathers children and we're created in his image! Like it says in Genesis 1: 26, "And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth." He LOVES  all of his children and nothing will ever change his mind because he created YOU an he created ME!! No one and I mean NO ONE IS FAVORED IN HIS EYES!!! We we're sent here on an individual  mission and we were giving special gifts and talents in order for us to complete our mission! Some of us in order to complete our heavenly mission, we have to serve an earthly and that's what all the missionaries all around the world are doing to completing their earthly mission to be much closer to finishing their heavenly mission here on earth! If any one that's reading this , Let me testify  that you're no different from ANYONE ELSES!! Dont you EVER compare yourself to ANYONE ELSE!! And Dont EVER think that you're not good enough because YOU ARE!!!!!!! You're so precious in God's Eyes!! And he only Wants you to succeed! You have a mission complete and you can't succeed if you only think you can't continue and you think you're worthless because that's what I used to think because with me I got held back twice in my schooling and kindergarten wasn't bad because I build amazing relationship, but when 6th grade came. I was bullied and it made me give up hope and made me not want to fight back because this was the first time I've ever been bullied in my life and I didn't know what to do so because of that it just went all down hill, but when I moved here to Washington and went to school. It was a turn over for me I started achieving, then sophomore and now my junior year subjects starting getting harder especially Math and Science and earlier this year I've thought about self harming myself , but I've never succeed it because I don't want to become the next victim because I see how it only hurts more and causes more pain and I see how it changes a person. That's not what I wanted! I feel if I didn't meet all the Amazing girls, My Amazing Missionary, Have the knowledge that My Father in Heaven is there , and my WONDERFUL Family that has helped through this journey I would probably have already been down that road along, LONG time ago. To the girls that has helped me THANK YOU!! You know who are!! You definitely have a special place in my Heart!!! Also if you're already down that road you can come back out of the Darkness and Break those chains that Satan has grip on you! He wants you to suffer like he is!!!! He knows you can win!! He just doesn't see what you're capable of!!! That's where you call upon Our Father and pleaded to him he will help you but he can't if you don't ask!! You can come back!! Through the Atonement you can become clean again! You're Never Alone!! I know this isn't my usual post, but I felt that I need to type this post! Believe in Yourself!! I Love Sister Dalton's Talks!!

He's ALWAYS There!!

He LOVES You!!!

 

Its A New Year!

Yay! Its 2014! I can finally say " My missionary comes home next year!!" I'm so excited for this year!! I have a feeling that its going to be an AMAZING Year!! Not only for me but for my missionary!! New Adventures, New Challenges, New trials, and More LOVE!!! I can't wait to see what this year brings to the table!! My New Year Resolution's are the following:
Tabitha's Resolution's for 2014!

• Attend the temple once a week
• Keep up with my scripture reading/ prayers
• Finally Finish my Young Women's Personal Progress ( I'm so CLOSE!)
• Keep up with my journal and this blog about my journal :-D
• Most Definitely keep up my grades!
• Spending more time with my mom
•  Grow even more closer to my Missionary ;) (Thats a given one!) Haha!

I'm very excited! I even got my New Years kiss! No it wasn't from my Missionary but my teddy bear kiss comes in second! But I think He needs a little more experience with the ladies! ;-) he's been hanging with the guys way to long! Oh well, My missionary's kisses are better! Haha! Well Happy New Year Everyone!! May this year Bring you good tiding of great JOY!!! Only 533 More Day!! <3 <3

Happy New Year!

My New Years Kiss! I can't wait Until I have the Real One! ;-)